Convince me you have a seed there
(Johnson, VT)
off Plot Road
in March thaw
I stop in a stand
of red pines
to listen to tilt
as each trunk
follows wind
in its crown
& sounds grain
against grain
straining noise
as intimate
as that of a joint
aching into age
I can see
outside the pines
the weave of things
crows in a lone oak
concatenating
the ecotone
where meadow
meets forest
white folks
clear cut
not long ago
to farm hay
on open land
later reclaimed
by the succession
of trees mostly
the mechanism
of small animals
& hard weather
on Clay Hill
above the valley
village I left
on foot to find
up Cemetery
Road the old
graves buried
in terraced drifts
headstones in rows
visible over snow
totally grayscale
except for sumac
at cemetery’s edge
upright red
cones torching
holes in the visual
field the way
the fresh kill
I found en route
melted the snow
its startled predator
had dropped it in
blood & feathers
a deep wet nest
the day looked
less dense
without leaves
but winter felt
thicker with
the effort of getting
there & I went
on past graves
holding settlers
& Civil War vets
until the pines
seemed to charm
me out of myself
to stop & stand
& think touching
their live hard sides
of Plato’s vision
the human not
an earthly but
a heavenly plant
the soul housed
in the head
threaded down
out of abstract
heaven to live
in the physical
soil the human
rooted in the two
worlds I look
up to see
each trunk
unsettled by wind
torque makes
groan & crowns
twist against
roots in earth
the way I might
fight an idea
that seizes me
with its weather
& I wonder
what it sounds like
the loblolly
bioengineered
by ArborGen®
its genes spliced
with Monterey pine
mouse ear cress
sweet gum
& even e. coli
to become
disease resistant
a SuperTreeTM
what makes a tree
their website asks
valuable & answers
superior growth
maximum value
approved by feds
its dense straight
grained wood
climbs to forty six
feet over nine
growing seasons
each tree a version
of Plato’s vision
an earthly plant
imbued with eidos
enough to better
bring it to market
the heavenly power
that keeps the tree
reaching toward it
a cold winter’s
warm day
filled the walk
uphill with thaw
falling loud
from eaves & limbs
& rills thrilled
the angled road
my socks are wet
& I stand thinking
of Thoreau who wrote
convince me you have
a seed there
& I am prepared
to expect wonders
& I think
of transgenic pollen
germinating
after it travels
hundreds of miles
& how farmers
can’t contain
cross-pollination
between spliced
& wild species
& how hybrid trees
will intertwine
with the hungers
of the red squirrel
paused sideways
bright against
dark bark
an acorn between
its orange teeth
& I do not move
further toward
the laboratory
future sewn
in genes chosen
& fused to produce
fruit & fall
to seed a kind
of life not yet
legible to us
I want to believe
wind will make
new wood grain
groan & yellow
curtains of pollen
will billow after
mud season
finishes off
a long winter
I want to believe
birds will drop
coniferous seeds
in fields cleared
of old red oak
& rodents will store
hoards of acorns
that will root
& rise after fires
clear out dry pines
& all will continue
the succession
of trees in a world
in which we’ll touch
others invented
for a profit made
ontological
the very genome
grafted to capital
I stand inside
the charm the stand
makes out of wind
the stand someone
planted & didn’t
harm or harvest
& so has persisted
beyond human
use for so long
the base of each
trunk is ringed
thick with moss
watered by runoff
washing nutrients
down yards of bark
years of touch
create this color
collaring the pines
with a green brighter
than their needles
material relation
the ensoiled soul
we’re rooted in
the way heaven
derives itself
from words for sky
& words for stone
the way a birch
has infiltrated
the symmetrical
stand at an angle
weighted by snow
its rough trunk
bent & its bark
sloughing off
botched swaths
around lichen
in wide ruptures
working upward
a sort of saffron
stain the startle
of fox piss in snow
From Doomstead Days (Nightboat Books, 2019) by Brian Teare. Copyright © 2019 by Brian Teare. Used with the permission of the poet.